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| I just got off the phone with james. I miss him sooooo much. i cant believe that it has not even been a full two weeks that we have been away from each other. it seems sooooooooooooooooooo much longer. i didnt even get to give him a kiss that night when he picked me up. Eveything happened so fast. I cant believe that all this is actually happening. some times i actually think that im going to wake up and james is going to be laying next to me in out bed at out home. I know that it might be a long time before this actually happens, but im going to wait. I know that james loves me and i know that i love him with every speck of my heart. there is no way that i could ever be with another person. I have loved james since i was 16 years old. We are meant to be together. I know that he might be a little different when he gets out. but he needs to do a litle changing any ways. he wont be drinking at all... that will be good. he cant smoke. i just hope that he is the same person at heart. The james that i feel in love with needs to be there when he gets home. shannon said that dustin was a totally different person when he got out. he done five years. well anyways. I need to go to be. Good night. Maria | | |
| Hey. Its been a long time. Many things have happened. Lets start with the big things. James is in jail. he is probably going to prision. I am facing the same felony charge as him right now even though it had nothing to do with me. He is suppose to take all the blame, but we will see what happens. If i get the felony then it is pointless for me to finish my college work. I can not be a school teacher or psychologist with a drug charge. I am 21 weeks pregnant. i find out if we are having a boy or girl on tuesday. That is only a couple days away. I am moved in the new house that james and I was waiting on when we were staying in the hotel. I got a new puppy. her name is phoeix. she is a black lab. She was only 7 weeks when i got her. She is about 8 weeks now. I dont know her birthday but I can guess about when she was born. im still working at rib crib. I have been there for several months. I love working there. We all get along great. I am very tired and I have a lot to do before I go to bed. So good night. Maria | | |
| yep, you guessed it. James and I are broke up again. It seems like that is the only time I get on here anymore and write anything. I took him to his grandma's today. We have broken up about 4 times since he got out of jail. He is never going to change. I love him so much but he needs to learn how to care more about him self.. He needs to learn how to treat me. I am a damn good women and I deserve to be treated as one. I am working full time at Ribcrib and doing my college classes. I dont need to take care of him with out him helping my with anything. I just want some help. He is not going to help me so I will do it on my own by my own. | | |
| Hey, Its been a couple of weeks. I am not back with James. I am doing good. I did slip. I went back with him for a couple days but of coarse it did not work. I just need to stay away from him. He is not going to change. I do love him but he is not going to be the man that I need. I need a man that wants me and wants to take care of me even tho I can take care of myself. I just want a real man not a little boy that wants to be a taken care of for the rest of his life. Well later... Maria | | |
| hey.. things are crazy. james and I are not together anymore. he has a lot of growing up to do and i dont know that he is going to do it. he caused a seen at walmart becasue he seen Ponch. He thinks that I fucked him, even though I didnt. Bethany told james that i did. I cant stand bethany. She is a liar and I dont understand why he would believe her anyways. She is a hoe and she dont even know who her baby daddy is. James calls me all the time saying that he is going to do what it takes to get me back, but honestly I dont know that I want to get back with him. he is tooo much drama. He is always in a bad mood and then it gets me in a bad mood. I know that i love him to death but sometimes thats not enough. He has a lot of changing to do.... Maria | | |
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